God & I

I desired for ocean,
God gave me a sea...
I asked for wings,
God set me free...

I dreamt for friend,
God gave me few...
I wished rainy mornings,
God spread all over dew...

I peaked christmas present,
God gave me reminisce...
I lived Ephemeral love story,
God settled it with a kiss...

Nightmares

Everyday I sleep I've these Nightmares...
I use my blood to burn the flares.
I scream for help but no one hears...
I can stop crying but what about these flowing tears.

It is dark, my Love, but I dont fear the night,
As I see you like an angel dressed in white,
Come out, help me, standup and fight,
Be the ray of hope; be the Godsend light.

Dont fear the society, as they fear our powers.
And lets enrich our soul under the heavenly showers.
With our love, we'll bring the spring,
So that we walk free to enjoy the aura of blossomed flowers...

Thinking of you...

Remember gal, when we were walking in the Park?
You wanted to go home. It was late, it was dark.

Remember gal, the numerous rides on the Bike?
You hugged me so tight! The way I used to like.

Remember gal, the love letters that we wrote?
You always made a tiny heart! In the end, like a love-note.

Remember gal, the food we used to share?
You used to eat! But always start with a prayer.

Remember gal, I told I’m comin’ and you screamed?
You waiting at the station! Everything was like a dream.

Of all the times you remembered were when you cried!
Mistakes we both committed, but slowly your love for me died.

I have no one but my God, who knows my love is true!
Though you are long gone, I am still thinking of you!!

MPD

Anger, fury, Why I am always in a rage?
Life sucks! It's Drama; I am on a stinkin' stage.

I play games with others, I throw mud!
Not knowing I’m lyin' in my own cold-blood!

Power, Wealth, Being Godly, that's what I desire…
Diplomatic I'm, I'm nothing but a liar!

My hands are red! A pleasurable thrill,
My eyes glowing, I want to kill, kill...

Wanna play,Wanna play. I'm a good player,
Nice to meet you; They call me the ManSlayer!

Shoot, Shoot!! Blow up the Brain…
I wanna compare which is more of a sweeter pain.

Someone hand me the Scissors, I'll cut myself the thread.
Transition is the best, from being alive to being dead,

Didn’t you like it, when I watched you die for hours?
I came to you visit your grave, brought some flowers.

You all think I have something wrong with my mentality,
NO! I was a victim of Multiple Split Personality.

My Beloved

Countless people in this world have loved
Who says their sentiments were not true?
But they had not the means to advertise their love
Because they were, like you and I, impoverished

My beloved they too would have loved
Whose skill has blessed it with form and beauty
Memorials to their love remain unnamed, unmarked
Ne’er a soul did light a lamp on them

This garden, the bank of Yamuna, palaces
These exquisite walls, these domes, these arches
An emperor, shored up by his wealth
Has made a mockery of our poor people’s love

My beloved, we shall meet some other place

In My Dreams…

In my dreams I don’t stop thinking
& I laugh when u start winking.

In my dreams I like your smile
& I stop that moment as to cherish for a while.

In my dreams I like your touch
& I kiss you because I love u so much.

In my dreams U always try to hide
& I feel stuck in a scary tide.

In my dreams U dance around the ocean
& I just stare you hiding my emotion

I wish these dreams just go on
& I keep seeing U from Dusk to Dawn....

Rose day...

Payar mein akele hai hum... To kazaj pe likh diye humne appne gum.....

Aaj Bahut koobsurat lag rahe ho tum,
Bahut Paayare lag rahe ho tum,
Duk to iska tha ki uske saath ho tum

Gulaab to hum bhi dena chahate the,
Do alfas to hum bhi kehena chahate the,
Par aawaj to uski he sunna chahate ho tum

Duur se tumhe dekte hein hum,
Uski Baho me muskarate ho tum
Aant me chale aaye hum yehi soch ke
Aakhir kush ho uska haat thame tum....

My Friend -- My Inspiration...

My life lacked a special friend,

In you I found someone on whom I could depend.

My soul yearned for love,

You came along and brought me heaven from above.

My eyes sought an unseen face,

They met yours' and in them I found eternal solace.

My hand reached out into the unfeeling world,

You took it in yours and a multitude of joys unfurled.

My heart longed for that love and care,

That your companionship has taught me to share.

My entire being wanted a sense of completion,

Your love happened to me and became -- My Inspiration......